My love, it's been one full year without you and it's been horrible. I miss you every day and I love you always. You captured my heart in 1982 with all of your beautiful God gifted ways. We grew to have an unconditional love for each other and we both realized it was the Lord that let us meet and fall in love. After our first kiss, I knew I could never let you go. Your sincerity, your love was something I never knew. You filled my heart with love and warmth. You made me laugh and filled my soul with the greatest happiness. The greatest was the appreciation we had for eachother, something a lot of marriages don't have. We cared about eachother's feelings, eachother's troubles. We were always there for eachother and often I feel you near me, your love is still so strong. I love you with my every breath and as you know, my heart has an open hole and my soul is splintered and I am in constant mental pain without you. I love you and miss you my love, until we meet again, visit me as often as you can, I love you, love for all eternity, Anita.